Misery...
pain, depression, sadness
All linger in my head
its gotten so intense
find it hard to get out of bed

I thought I'd be stronger,
Capable of dealing with this pain
but everyday that passes me by
i feel my life's been lived in vain

contemplate suicide,
IM tired of living this life
IM oh so depressed
feel like there's nothing good left
my last resort is a knife

To disguise my pain
i put on my happy face
to have all my friends believe
IM in a happy place

but what lies beneath
is a shattered soul
who's lost all her energy

She no longer can be
who everyone wants her to be
so before i end it all
i sit back and think
on how miserable my life has been to me...
 
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