Ripping apart the photographs
taring them into shreds
I try to calm the tears inside
by taking all my meds
But the pills are only temporary
the pain will never cease
And when the bottle is empty
I will have more anger to release
Burning all the notes we wrote
watching our words become ash
And as each paper incinerates
I stare at every flash
The ashes will be left alone
to sit in that little jar
Left to remind me of my past
with each photo, each note, each scar
I push away all memories of you
trying to forget the years we had
But how can one forget her best friend
the very person who drove her mad
The anti-depressants are not working
the tears are coming down like rain
And thus another bad memory
to add to the fire of my eternal pain
 
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