how can i be so lost
you was supposed to love me forever
we were supposed to always be together
but instead I'm lost in a reality of nightmares
screaming yelling my heart still cracking
I'm broken
where do i go to fix this
you kissed me good night
i tried and couldn't put up a fight
you took me down
so far down treated me like Jesus
only nailed to the ground
not meant to die
but not meant to survive
you looked deep in my eyes
and told me not to cry
i saw the cold dead look you gave
i couldn't look away
you raped me digging my grave
this wasn't supposed to happen
you wont kill me
but you can't let me live
crumbling my insides
i cant even hide in my mind
my strength i can't find
i wish you would have loved me
but instead you left me scared and alone
you could have had me
you didn't have to slap me
i would have gave you everything
but i wasn't fast enough
you took it all
and left me empty and dead inside

 
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