All these false dreams
And false hopes
None of them will ever come true
I’m sick of having to act like you

All the un-needed memories
And un-needed feelings
Come rushing at first glance
I’m sick of remembering my worthless past

You’ve changed my life forever
Not only good, but mainly bad
How could you do this to me?
This is my ruined and deprived reality

All of the things you’ve said
And all the things you’ve done
Keep replaying in my head
Just like they’ve always done

It’s like living with you on my shoulder
Only closer
You’re killing me inside and out
In my head you always shout

You’ve changed my life forever
Not only good, but mainly bad
How could you do this to me?
This is my ruined and deprived reality

I can not take all the lies
And all the pain
And everything you wanted me to be
And everything that you’ll never see

Feeling that are hard to replace
Only the ones that you can learn from mistakes
That’s what I’ve live with
And that’s all that I’ve ever felt

So possibly, one day soon
You say that you will get me help…

 
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