I wish I could change the way I look,
Maybe even the way i smile.
I hate the way everyone thinks,
It will be okay in a while.

I feel i have nothing to live for,
Nothing to look forward to.
I wonder what it would be like,
To live one day as you.

My life is so predictable
Seldom any mystery
Everyone always says,
"It will be alright you'll see."

But they don't understand
What I'm going through
They think my life is so perfect
I wish they only knew

Things aren't always the way they seem,
Or the way they appear.
Some things go unnoticed,
Those are things i fear.

Some things are so scarry,
I just can not explain.
How freaked out i get,
When you call my name.

Did I do something to deserve this?
Did I do something wrong?
I just can not understand
What is going on.

The puzzle of life has been something,
I just can't figure out.
While your life seems so perfect,
Mine is inside out.

If i feel this way tomorrow,
I hope the sun shines down.
Then I will remember all who care,
And I won't be wearing a frown.
 
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