Pieces of paper
Scattered on the floor
Like the pieces of my heart
That were shattered and torn

Ripped from my chest
And stabbed a million times
This heart and this life
I can no longer call mine

You came into my world
And raped my very soul
Left without any other choice
I've become so lifeless within your hold

I made a life decision
Thought alone that I could stand
And just when I tried to turn around
Your icy touch lost grip of my hand

Now I'm spirally into madness
Quite confused about my worth
Because the only one who really cared
I somehow chose to hurt

Don't give me forgiveness
Hand outs are for the weak
Just find the time to give yourself
The happiness you seek

I cannot do it for you
Nor can I even help
I've made the biggest mistake
But I brought it on myself

I raped my own soul
Tore out my beating heart
Because I thought this hurt too much
And I couldn't stand being apart

Thought about ending this life
But what good would that do
I deserve the pain I'm in
For I know what I put you through

Apologies don't matter
They salt the very wound
But I cannot go on living
My life to this melancholy tune

Chances are too much to ask
You shouldn't even stick around
Because I know that I have hurt you
As stupid as it sounds

I love you with this wilting heart
With everything that's there
I'm losing grip of my surroundings
But I hope one day you'll be back here




 
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