Theres no way to make it up,
its all been done,
the little i did,
is just gonna have to be enough,
i thought i could change it,
i thought there was some good,
i thought i could make it up,
i thought that i could,
there was so little time,
before the light drew him up,
and he was gone from here,
with nothing but good memory's.
mine seemed to blur after a while,
and now i cant even recall when i was happy,
i can t contain this,
I'm gonna explode if i cant get this out,
and if anyones around when i can,
they aren't gonna know what the fuck to do,
I'm gonna fucking tear this world apart,
if i cant get a way in,
I'm gonna slit a hole in this reality
and make my own,
I'm gonna stand on top the world and spit on it,
I'm gonna curse it all and not give a fuck,
I'm gonna leave it all and live for once,
the way i was meant,
I'm gonna see who i wanna see again,
and do what i want,
I'm gonna be perfect,
and you cant stop me,
if anyones going down its you,
and if i had one thing to say,
its what the fuck you gonna do...?

NOW, its the revolution,
its the only solution
its the last idea i had,
its the one you fucked,
and took my dad,
i wanna fuck it all,
i wanna piss it all away,
i wanna lose my sight and hearing
i wanna be perfect and see only what i want
i wanna know why i was there
cause i don't understand it right now,
i can only stand a little more,
and if it goes on,
im gonna find myself knocking at heavens door,
whats this all for.
whats the point but to suffer,
why must i face this torment,
and why now,
things were so good,
now lifes spitting on my grave,
i remember waking up,
and wanting to be happy,
i remember being able to,
i remember what its like to be me,
now im locked inside this unreal world,
and i cant find the key.
 
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