Honest to God
And Goddess above
I truly controlled these emotions
To the highest possible expertise
Only to end what never began.

I wanted to be blunt,
Scream, rant and rave of how I felt
All because, you embraced it.
I feel betrayed, but not by who you believe
To be the culprit.

I cannot face her eyes
And see the lies she unfolds
To those she captured
In her web of poison...
I was this victim.

Fallen from ill health;
Of mind rather than body
I see you dissipating from my view
And glowing from my own judgment
A sea of flowing hate
Has been dammed by my feelings.

I cannot force this hate on you.
Although I was denied
I still care
And hold a kindling friendship.

Indeed
I am vile in my own respects
But you tossed my charred leaves
Into another purifying fire
Only to revert
And cancel out
My negativity.
 
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