For the past nine months,
I've felt so alone,
So helpless,
So afraid,
So much pain.
I've tried to trust again,
All that dad was,
Bring me pain.
I feel like crying,
But won't,
All that shows is the hurt.
I want to laugh,
Like I did so very long ago,
I can't with all this hurt.
Feeling like,
I'm inside out.
Everyone's laughing at me,
I gave someone my heart
He threw it away,
I want so bad,
To stop this pain...
I can't...
I won't...
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