You may look at me and see
everything you want to be,
but I tell you now it's not what it seems.
Inside there are screams
of a little girl breaking loose,
and really just wanting truce.
At night when no one is around,
I do so much more than frown.
In my clear tear filled eyes,
Is where I hide behind my lies.
If you ask me how I am,
I'd say I'm fine.
But in the night,
You would know that everything isn't right.
I'd tell you i want to die
even looking at the sky,
makes me what to cry.
but I could never say goodbye
I've betrayed the ones i love,
truly deprived them of
how i really feel about
How it makes me have doubt
that they'll always be near
instead embracing it I fear.
What they say,
and how they pay
attention to me.
I may seem to be happy
but in my heart every thing is fake.
Nothing seems to be real,
I just want 2 feel
like someone actually cares.
Until then, these tears will fall,
just like the others as i recall.
 
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