I can't get your kiss off my lips, I bite them till they go raw...

I’m holding a hand that isn't there, I'm smiling at a face I
can't see and my body's wrapped up in a warmth I've never
felt.

This emptiness is slowly filling up with false memory, giving me something
to hold on to...

Possession is what we seek but
to fulfill this hole we dig deeper with every breath, like watching a glass
of brandy burn to perfection we wait till our last moments to realize all
else..

Sinking lower in this life understanding more than I wanted to…Wearing a
pair of glasses that nobody can look through for if they did they'd see
how wretched this damn life can be, how it will stab you in the back and
tare at your spine.

Leave you on the floor bleeding, feeling as if you are
Crashing, burning, and wanting to be retreating.

To get this disgusting thought of love out of my mind, body, and soul. To
get the taste of love off my lips biting them raw and bleeding yet, you
still call me beautiful and you still manage to put a bloody smile on this
torn, scarred, beaten face..

Get your scaly hands off of me you puked creation of sin, the
'Meer' look at you makes me want to vomit but I can't stop
thinking about you remembering your eyes...the shape of your ears and the
feel of your body...I want to get this kiss off my lips. But you’ve become a
stubborn stain of sin forever remaining on my lips...


I try to strain myself
To hold back, I don’t want you back
But the loneliness takes over...

Just a little bit more.
In the morning I'll regret this. But just go back to biting my lips
raw...
You’re loving me tender with a chainsaw
Im blinded and can't see a single flaw...
Than you leave me to get the taste of you
Off my lips, till I go back for another fix...

 
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