I am stupid, foolish, and dumb
For taking you back once again
But theres something about you
That keeps me running back
theres always that one thing
That you always lack.
I don’t know what it is yet
But I know what I see
I have no choice
Cuz It’s hurting no one but me.

I thought I would just throw away my heart from now.
I know youre gonna break it
And I could stop it, but how?
How can I make you see that our love is true?
There is no other way
Cuz you STILL don’t have a clue.

All you do is play me
And then reverse the blame
So Im the bad guy
And everything stays the same.
But I want it to change
And I don’t want to have to keep running back
To the person I know played me, gamed me, and ashamed me.
Lord tell me what to do
Cuz this dudes got a hold on me
Sorry to say but its true.
I cant stand to see him with another
And often I wish he was still my lover.
And then I have him
And don’t want him anymore
Cuz I see what he’s like..again.
But somehow, theres still love for him.
I can change it and I guess our future
Will just remain dim.
But life is too short for all these games
I don’t have time
Yet my feelings still go untamed.
I need some sort of advice
To help me through this
Because Im still confused, scared, and pissed.


"Maybe the reason why I havent found who ive been searching for is because I
know that ive already found him, its just up to him to say whether I am who
he has been waiting for."
 
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