Alone....Unfeeling
I sit here
My expressionless face unrevealing

I'm surrounded by those
who mean the most to me
but I don't feel a thing
I'm not even happy

I’m not even mad
At home
In my bed

I cry endlessly
No reason evident to the eye
Maybe it's something deep inside

Maybe it's the feelings that I hide
Even from myself
now they're shouting out a cry

Here I am!
Stop shutting me out!
For now I'll ignore them
Pretend they're not there

I'll fall asleep crying
and pretend I don't care
I'll wake in the morning
and get dressed for school

Then I'll meet with my friends
and pretend its all cool
They ask me what’s wrong
I say “Nothing at all”

But inside I know
There’s something wrong
I know it’s my emotions

I know it’s all kept inside
Like a closed bottle waiting to explode

But I know I should share them
Like fireworks on New Years
But I also know if I tell
They will not care

This feeling inside keeps growing and growing
Even though I have friends
I feel all alone

Alone in my mind
Alone in my heart
Alone, all alone


 
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