When you hold me as we lay in bed
Who do you see lying next to you?
When you close your eyes as we make love
Do you fantasize?
Is it me or someone else?
So many questions fill my head
Are my thoughts confused?
Or is it that things are finally clear.
Is it me that excites you so much?
Or is there a fantasy of someone else?
I need to know, I need to hear
In my heart the answer seems so clear
It’s not me your holding near.
Words are just words, actions confirm.
Its what makes these thoughts come naturally
Thoughts inside keep hurting me.
No matter how hard I try-they don’t stop,
They keep taunting and making me cry
When I think of how much I try
To be the one that you desire.
The one that sets your heart on fire.
 
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