I don't exactly know what I want from life.
Confusion runs over me like a spring shower.
I seem happy, but at night I cry myself to sleep.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I hide my feelings behind a fake smile.
I've been hurt to many times.
I have my own thoughts about falling in love
ending horribly
masacre of the mind.
I wish I understood, more than I make out too.
I might confess my feelings
If I understood them enough to know what
exactly they were.
Feelings of being alone
when not.
feelings of sadness when I should be happy
I love you one minute
can't stand you the next
Jealousy comes to mind.
Love is lost without you.
wondering if you think of me
when your with your friends
at home alone
wondering is the story of my life
I fear finding out the truth
then not liking it.
I'd rather live in my fantasy
than have it crushed by reality.
sitting staring at the stars
just thinking of how things could be
not having enough courage to make them happen
the tears flow like a mad waterfall.
I try to stop
I think of some other reason to cry
masacre of the mind
powerless in the pool of emotion




 
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