my head pounds
i hit the ground
i just wanna be homeward bound

but I'm with you instead
my life is a fucking dread
you make me wish that i was dead
cause you let me know how fucked i am in the head

close my eyes, end this dream
because I'm sick of suffering
you drive me crazy
why don't you just hang me?

get it over with faster
cause were both just getting nastier
i know you hate me, no need to lie
your the one making me dead inside

you've killed me mentally already
now what about physically
but since you wont do it, why cant i?
my entire life is a lie

cant take the razor to my skin
I'm not allowed to give in
because then I'm making a sin
that sin would be sweet success
but i cant do it because you like killing me the best

you rule everyones life, mainly mine
to you my pain and suffering is divine
"self mutilation isn't the way to die"
because it takes away your fun and pride

i have nothing left to hide from you
you've left me broken and blue
you've raped me of my dignity
go on and fucking finish me

theres nothing left for me to do
all i wanna do is get away from you
you've taken everything from me
and I'm still not good enough for you to see

nothing will ever be enough
thats why I'm giving up
I've fucked up my life and yours as well
i may as well go straight to hell

 
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