make it go away,

i just cant stop it,

it just wants to stay,

but thats okay; i do not care.



its welcome in my heart,

shit needs to end,

but this is just the start,

its not something i would pretend.



it was one but now its four,

the feeling inside points to now,

it blinds my eyes saying "there's the door!"

i wont let the feeling go away.



i see the good; i see the bad,

you don't see it the way i do,

i know it will leave some people sad,

and for that i am truly sorry.



soon enough this wont matter,

it will blow around in the wind,

your hopes and dreams will not shatter,

you will live your life as if nothing happened.



it will help, i tell you now,

i wont be someone who is not me,

you may ask why; you may ask how,

this is the beginning; it is the end.

 
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