Yesterday I heard you laugh,
And on impulse I turned to see,
What it was that was so hilarious,
And if you were laughing at me,
But my eyes met the empty room,
The only sounds the rain and wind,
And in realization I closed my eyes,
As the horrible chill crept in.
I dreamed of you last night,
I saw your face in a crowd,
And your lips were speaking but I couldn't hear,
The noise in my head was too loud,
I pushed my way through the people,
But your face began to fade,
My heart stopped, I think it died,
I only wished that youd've stayed.
Today I woke and cound't find you,
My hands reaching across cold, crisp sheets,
And I realized your warmth was gone,
With nothing but the cold for my hands to meet,
I could still smell your scent,
Like soap and sun soaked through into the thread,
And could almost feel you presence,
Still sleeping here in our bed,
I bent my head and held your pillow,
And my tears began to drop,
It's been three monthes tomarrow,
And I wish the pain would stop,
I hear the silence of this place,
It's a feeling from which I can't hide,
The lonliness that has consumed me,
Since the very day you died.
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