The tears stop coming
when they talk about you
Now it only hurts when they notice
I don't know what to do
Since everything went away
I have been stuck waiting again
For an answer that doesn't exist
I'm stuck in a rut that wont end

I'm scared to let him in
what if he's just like you
I know its foolish to think this
but it's all I know how to do
You hurt me more than you know
and I need to move on
But I still cry every now and then
when I realize your gone

You and her seem to be doing great
yeah that relationship will be fine
But it hurts when I actually picture it
all the love she'll get used to be mine
I understand those feelings you got
when you were scared he'd take me away
But he didn't steal me, you abused me
Now look at where we are today

Would it hurt you if I went to him
Is this really what I wished for
Is it okay to be scared of it
Scared that things will be like before
I'm going to go to him, now
If it hurts you, please, will you forgive
God will take us as He pleases
into the life He wants us to live...
 
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