You'll probably hate this.
You most likely wont get it at all. But it means alot to me, and the girl
it's too understands it. Really thats all the matters.



Do you remember, back when we were sisters?
Before the "love", hate, and pain?
Before all the fights,
And the waiting in vain?
When I was your bestfriend,
And she was none existant?
Before you stopped admiting that you loved her
And we always fought over it?
When she was your bestfriend,
Before she was mine?
Before the bottle was shattered,
When everything was fine?
When the hickeys where "just for fun"
And we honestly believed they where?
When noone was hurting,
Because I had him, and you had her?
Before broken bottles
And harsh notes?
Before cutting for revenge,
And taking extra tokes?
When I practically lived with you,
And then even we I did?
When every time I was hurting,
Your arms were where I hid?
Do you remember "on the roof",
And all our other stupid shit?
When we had the strongest bond,
And we thought nothing could break it?
How bout the first time we really bonded,
When I had first found out?
Or Chicago, or dress shopping,
Or trust without a doubt?
Before drugs and fights,
Before "manipulation" and "relationships"?
Back when we truely loved each other,
Can we ever go back to it?
We've come so far since then,
And now so much has changed.
Now it's only me who's happy,
And you who's waiting in vain.
Now your old bestfriend is mine,
And your new ones over shadows everyone.
When being high and with them,
Is the only way you have fun.
Well my life is better now,
I really have stopped cutting.
I've relized no girl is worth it,
My life is amazing, I've got a great thing.
But see theres only one problem,
I'm thinking about my life, and something just hit.
My life will always be, just short of perfect,
Without my sister in it.
 
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