I try to escape reality but I find myself gettin caught by misery. Every day
is a mystery. Don't know if I'll wake up screaming imagening I wasn't me.

I thrive to be set free to live life in my own fantasy, where I can evaluate
what life is suppose to be.

I look into the mirror...A reflection of a girl who isn't me. A girl who no
longer believes that there is a chance to suceed. What is my destiny?

I try to hold on tight but I'm loosing my grip. i go down without a fight,
not even to defend my own self.

Consumed by my weakness as my body lies motionless. I feel no pain, no
emotions.

I lie awake tonight starring at the ceiling, eyes wide open, no words are
spoken as a dark shadow covers my surroundings.

I loss myself. drift away. powerless. oblivious to everything that surrounds
me. I loss sight of life. I feel the emptiness inside me and I become
nauseous and pale.

I finally let go as my dreams fade away. I lie there unconcious, motionless,
starring into empty space...lifeless
 
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