This is the last time I'll cry,
As I'm waiting so long to die,
As death's kiss is coming,
So tell me what is the sum in,
In this horrible life I live?
Nothing left for me to give,
My life will soon be over,
The knife is at a hover,
As I almost hesitate,
But why should I wait?
There's nothing left to live for,
Devils knocking at my door,
Not sure if the Angels will be here,
As I wait and stare,
Hesitating a little longer still,
Thinking to myself, is anyone going to be killed?
As I question myself this,
I try to remember some bliss,
As to leave with happy memories,
And not awful summaries,
I try to remember some friends,
As they would be to no end,
And only to cry again,
And I go for one shot,
The bleeding is sticky and hot,
As it's not done,
I'm not having any fun,
Knifes at a stand-still hover,
As I try to remember some lovers,
And no one comes to mind,
Then I go, now the bloods intertwining,
Dripping everywhere,
Staining everything here and there,
What's left for me to do?
Should I finish the job as I can do?
Or should I stop and let it go?
And keep getting harassed by all my foes,?
Then I start to pray,
And wonder should I stay?
Ask God for some help,
And for some better cards than whats he's already dealt,
For me already,
I'm stumbling as I'm not too steady,
I go to lay my head down,
With a smile not a frown,
I fall asleep,
And know that God will take care of me,
No matter what happens,
Whether I go or stay,
I'll know it was meant for me,
And nothing will happen that shouldn't,
So I lay my life in God's hands,
And know everything will workout in the end.

 
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