Another day another night
Has passed
My insides in there eternal fight
This special place I belong
This special place I have found
No one to take my hand
No one to look to
But myself
Nothing bracing me but the cold ground
No one to hear but myself
No one to love me but the silence
This special place I belong
Shared with no one
Not a memory can I reminisce
For none exist
Wishing I could feel that ignorant bliss
That I give to others
The pain I feel mixed with the love I wish for
Stuck with the sadness hoping ill find a love that lasts
A disease they’ll never find the cure for
It breaks the body and mind down till your
Gone inside the shell that’s rots away
Isn’t there any other way
I wish I could stay
But its time for me to leave
In this special place I have found
Can I lay 6 feet beneath its cold ground?
No sun to shine on my day
The cold security for me to wither away
Taken by the special place
Never going to share it
Just in case
They may love it to
I can sit in its silence while my mind
Stirs around trying to find
Those answers those voices
I figure out my fears while I sit
But feel my heart stop its beating beneath my tit
Is this how it is meant to be?
Such a lonely world?
In the quiet I sit and stare
A cold silent despair
I laugh to myself
Feeling the tickle of my warm tears
Realizing my own secret fears
I am the demon people fear
Yet I fear the people that aren’t here
Who never were
In the darkness I sit
My soul never one, always split
The voices of them all
In the sadness I die and fall
In this special place I belong
Will the world keep me alive for long?
Am I meant to live in this despair?
Should I send into the sky a flare?
No time for me to remember my past
For my future never lasts
or should I sink into this special place
silently alone in darkness
just in case
someone else love it too

 
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