being near. touching. glancing. smiling
we’ve been here before, lost this before
is this it. the beginning. the end

comfortable. i hate this word. i love this word
is it good. is it bad
where will it lead
will it lead to …comfortable
will it lead to before

i touch you. you touch me. this is new
new this time. you touching me. wanting
the wall is thick, tall, strong
everyday thinner, lower, weaker

i cherish our time together. hate the time apart
need the time apart. i need to miss you
your comments, once poison daggers, still pierce my skin
still hurt like no end, deep inside my soul
where it should

are we becoming us. not you and me, but us
i want that. being near, touching, glancing, smiling

 
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