Look at this photograph,
and tell me what you see.
Is it a lie?
Or the *real* me?

The smile shows I'm happy,
but on the inside I cry.
I scream silently to you.
And also wish to die.

So as I sit here on the floor,
thinking of what to do.
I hold a bottle of pills.
And count down from 20 to 2.

As I get to 1,
I quickly change my mind.
And decide to call you up.
To help me pass the time.

You asked me why I did this,
At the time I did not know.
But as I think back now...
I couldn't live if you were to go.
 
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