Love is a ghost separating me from you
My cold heart is a dead heart and my soul’s on fire

Drunk on shadows and lost in life
Blinded by fear
Deaf to your touch

Being alive is as good as dead
When your all alone and theirs nothing left inside.

I pray for death from above
And pools of blood to drown my sorrows away

It makes no sense me
Why I do the things I do
Am I sick or am I normal
No one seams to know

I hate what I’ve become
What I have released from within
but theirs no flesh left to cut

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
Always confusing the thoughts in my head

I’ve become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom
Drowning in you, falling forever

Breathe into me and make me real
Only you are the life among the dead
Long lost words whisper slowly to me,
Watching me, wanting me I can feel them pulling me down
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Don’t try to fix me I’m not broken

Fallen angles at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
They beckon me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I’ve fallen for I rise to meet the end
And my suicide

 
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