Subtle reactions
With clever remarks
Are the least
Expectation I held for you.
Hearing your voice
In the twilight
I turn away
For the final judgment
Between you and I.

Almost two years
I suffered with loyalty
And bitterness
To satisfy your dreams
Of marrying this child
Who could never be a woman
Among you.

Don't catch these vibes
In disappointed recognition.
I loved you
Sweetly, and sincerely
But, I had to let go
I didn't want to die
From your hatred
Against those around me
And those who loved me
As well.

I see now
With glistening eyes,
The eyes my new love
Loves so much,
That I am stronger
Than what you forced
Upon me.
I've heard your remarks
Of me in vague words;
Beautiful
Brilliant
Goddess.

An obsessive conquest
This slowly became
But I eagerly advanced
To your empty
Love for my heart
And soul.
I could've turned away
Years before
But I was blinded
And distracted
By lies
and deceit.

I cannot forgive you
In any respect
In bitter loneliness
I regret
The only action that
Could so easily
Distract my love
From those
Who actually cared.


 
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