Its funny how what you really want can really bring you down.
It takes you for the ride of your life then you crash off a bridge and
drown.
You drown in your self pity and your so fucked up in the head.
You drown so much you 4get about life, u almost believe you're dead.
What the fuck is wrong with me, is it me or is it me ?
I put so much into it, that i lost apart of me.
The part of me that still believes, the part thats still alive.
I put so much into it, i even put the tears from my eyes.
The hardest thing is wanting somthing you really cant have.
You try so hard you can almost feel it u even try to reach out and grab.
But once u pull back your hand and u realize theres nothing there,
You hold your head up high and pretend not to care.
You pretend so much that it almost feels true.
But you know its not real because then you see the blue.
The blue water all around you from the salty tears you shed,
Then you finally drown, you finally are just
dead....................................
 
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