Feelings from within

We were so deep in love
We talked about our dreams
And our future
I thought we were forever
Your parents didn't like me but I didn't care
Cause I loved you

What happened to us?
We were in love
Was I not there?
Did I not care for you?

Your friends asked how you got a girl like me
I even got you to put your guard down
When no one else could


Over time things changed
Stuff wasn’t the same
You stated to play stupid mind games
Guess it was my fault to cause I fell for them

I would ask where you were
And you would tell me not to worry about it
Then when I broke up with you
You told me I was to paranoid for your blood

Then you'd be with your friends
Talking bout me
And the people that you thought were really your friends
Really wasn't
Cause they told me everything

It made me mad and sad at the same time
I was mad because
You tried to make yourself seem so big and bad
But in reality you were a lame and a liar
I was sad because I started to regret stuff that I did with you
Or even said

It seemed like when your friend left
He took our relationship with him
It was like he was keeping us together

Sometimes I wonder if I didn’t break up with you
What you would have done better
But maybe our break up was a good thing
But a bad thing to
Now you have an attitude
Towards me
Maybe we still have feelings for each other
Now that I think about it we don’t
You treated me like a queen
Bought me everything
Never denied me
Now it is different

I broke up with you
And started being friends to your friends
You hated that
I understand
But did you ever think
Maybe you made me do the things I did
Or act the way I was
Think about it
Obviously there is something you were missing about me
And your friends found it out


So anytime you find out what you were missing about me
Remember me the life that you coulda had
But can’t now
Cuz I’ve learned my lessons
And moved on now
You are a thing of the past
Cause it’s over
And these are my feelings from within

 
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