When I look at myself,
I cannot see,
See past my stunned face,
To who I should be,
Gone are the days,
Of insecurities,
Long since past,
Has gone my innocence,

I've turned myself,
Into a spiteful creature,
Everything I'm not,
And everything I wish to be,

My pain is gone,
Replaced by rage,
My anger it boils,
From inside of me,

I wish to be rid of this curse,
I forever wish,
To erase all these cuts,
My dreams are inside me,
So out of reach,

This person I've created,
Has sinned to much,
I want this all gone,
And be able to live,
I just want myself back,
The things I have done,
I know have been wrong,
But they have shaped who I am,
And now I am strong,
My wisdom is wiser,
My heart not so small,
My burdens are secrets I carry alone,
No longer the torment of worry and hurt,
I put all my friends through,
Without their support,
I would not have pulled through.



 
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