Heard from you after so long,

I thought it was good news.

Now I realize how I’ve been wrong,

You left me angry and confused.



You said what we had was a mistake,

You said our love wasn’t real.

I guess you do take love for granted,

And left me with pain that’s hard to deal.



Good thing you decided to write a mail.

Thank God you didn’t even call.

If you were near me I’d hurt you,

I’d hunt you down, throw you then watch you fall.



I wasn’t like this before,

There was goodness in me.

But thanks to you, you used me.

Now in me, evil is all I see.



You said you chose the wrong path,

You wanted to go different ways.

I was a fool to believe I was on the right track,

Maybe I was on the right path just got on the wrong train.



It kills me to realize that I once loved you,

Traces of your memories just won’t go away.

I wanted to cry but realized,

It was worthless to cry over you.



In my mind we were meant to be together,

I wanted to leave everything for your sake.

Now I want to burn everything I have of you,

I want to scream to the world that you’re a fake.



My blood is rising; I’m getting out of control.

Soon I’ll be a lifeless human, walking around without a soul.

Why does all these misery happen to me?

It’s like there’s a demon inside of me, waiting to be released.



Many sins I have committed,

I know I’m going to hell for sure.

If I had one wish there,

I’d ask for you in hell, nothing more.



~Real Shady, Jan 20,06~

 
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