Wounded I'm always,
My pains seem to increase.
Seize the day they say,
But there's nothing I can do to change my ways.

Many times I tried to snatch this life away,
Life that has no meaning.
The more I succeed, the more I fail,
It's haunting me, I just can't run away.

I've bruised my heart,
I've sold my soul.
I'm ready for you devil,
Just come and take me from this awful world.

Weakness is clouding over me,
I can sense the future.
Nothing can come and save me,
I only want to die and be free from this torture.

Many wishes will be left unfilled,
Great hopes will be shattered.
Want to knock the door of hell now,
Nothing else seems to matter.

So here I am cherishing the people I have loved,
Saying sorry to whose rules I did bend.
My world will go black in few seconds now,
Courtesy of the gun in my hand.

~Real Shady~ Feb/1/06
 
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