You love the way I treat you
While I consume every awful thing you do.
My love for you has just been a game.
But I’ve tried very hard to give this relation a name.
I’ve tried so hard to keep this together.
But to you in the end, it doesn’t matter.
You’ve thrown my love and trust out the window
You’ve moved on like usual and left me alone as well.
I’m running out of patient
I’m running out of time
My sacrifices has become extinct,
But that you will never realize.
I feel betrayed and hurt,
My blood is boiling deep inside me.
There was a time when you’re love was everything
Now you’re nothing but a curse to me.
I think about why I never walked away from you
Or why do I let myself be fooled.
I was blinded by love, blinded by you,
Who knew back then, you’ll turn out to be so ungrateful.
My hate for you is increasing day by day
I’ve become possessed, thanks to you.
I’ll never forget you or your awful deeds,
But it is time I understood the real you.
~~Real Shady, Feb/1/06~~
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