You would say I'm seriously insane
For holdin on to him as long as I did
You would say he wasnt showin me
That he loves me as he said
You would say I should move on
That you're sure he'll never come back
Just because all of his ex feelings are gone
That doesnt exactly mean this is a major setback8
I know this isn't what he wanted
And, I know there isn't words to describe
But there should be hundreds or even millions
Just like there's medicines for doctors to perscribe12
But, why do I always keep waiting
Am I such a hypocit for doing so
It's like I don't want a tradgic ending
Seems like I just want it to simply outgrow16
But before everything started, I was definantly sure
That everything would go my selfish way
But now that I'm looking back, I was so immature
I hope he comes back to me, someday, though20
Seems like everyday, I see his image
It haunts me alone at night
Keeps me tossing and turning
I try to regain courage
But he's scarred me just right25
You would say I'm such an idiot
For even hanging out with him
For even believing a word that came out his mouth
People have called him geek, a nerd, annoying or even a faggot
I dont know what I done wrong
It's like believing in rain in a terrible drought31
Keeping in touch slowly drifted apart
Eye contact just simply washed away
I felt as if a new ending began to start
My whole heart just began to tremble in every way35
My dreams started shattering
My whole mind began wondering
It was like I was a nuisance
I just wanted another chance39
I'd stay by his side
i'D LIE TO KEEP HIM SAFE
It don't matter what I have to do
As long as the emotion tide
Had gone down and started to dissolve
Then, I'd be able to say It's alright I'm okay47
I wonder why he said I'm so likeable
It was just like a stormy night
And, I just suddenly started to cry
At every word he had said
His love is so irriestable
And everytime we'd get off the phone late, he'd tell me good
night
I miss all of that; I really do
It's the honest truth55
His comfortable calm voice
The way his words just flowed
I know I'm not his first choice
But this was so much I sorrowed59
You would say I should say goodbye
You would say I should let him go
You would say I should just let my feelings die
But... Honestly..
THATS SOMETHING I JUST COULD NEVER DO
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