I’m the convict here,
No need for your jury or your senseless judge
My villainous thoughts
Are self-explanatory,
Self-condemned.

Beside what I’m feeling, the reasons lay
Within some distance
If you look over those hills,
Past the mountainous cliffs,
Rolling into the valleys of life beyond view,
You will find them.
So logically and full of conviction,
These reasons reside in the front of my mind.
Mysterious, sick, along with thousands of
Other adjectives from your notes,
You remain stagnant in your case.

My reveries concern not you.
The vacancy of your concepts can remain empty.
And as I am seated within this stand,
I feel no more like a criminal
Than I did before.
My apologies will never turn back time,
They will never satisfy your unimaginable terms.
So to save a little time, I advise you, now;
Leave this case unresolved.

My senseless logic will continue the same,
Pouring out along with thousands
Of other meaningless words.
But until you bring someone to question this reason,
My blank stare will follow the same empty path.
And if you do find someone to challenge me,
You have taken the first steps in your case.
But you will never find the man,
To open me up like once before.

For he resides only in my heart,
Locked up for no one else to access,
But me.
Our past will stay my top priority,
I will tend to it and water it with every last ounce of life I own;
So that it will continue to live,
Forever in memory,
Of when my life consisted of both conviction, reason,

And one more thing I’ve never forgotten,
Love.

 
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