Why do I always need to explain myself?
You seem to already think that you know me.
I'm not perfect or anywhere close near it
but I'm not the bitch you always call me,
or the "little girl" that has so many problems.

You make me feel like the world is all against me
telling me that nobody will ever love me.
And when I'm more than happy and on top of the world,
you shut me down till there's no confidence within myself.

I tried to make you be proud to have me,
but all it got me was forever sitting alone
waiting for you to look at me face to face
instead of down on me like I'm just bringing the worst in you.

I feel abandoned by the ones that God states
is supposed to be the one that loves you the most.
Maybe I missed the fact that you work so hard;
that you have another daughter to love and care for
that takes up your time without a doubt in your mind.

I don't want you to give me money, clothes or a veichle
All I want you to say is that you love me
even through my imperfections and flaws.
 
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