A phone call I’m bound to regret
Words spoken I long to forget

Emptiness feels my soul
All the while I’m trying to take control

Control of a stray situation
Wanting to scream STAY…
Or was that GO AWAY!

I can’t think my mind is lost
My heart with hateful words embossed

These words so full of rage
For both of us had engaged

We’ve pulled that trigger…bulls eye
Is this the part we say “Goodbye”

Such a strong word…the impact so abrupt
Four years going…and we’re so disrupt

Hardly sudden you might say…
Still I never thought I’d see this day

I close my eyes and see your back
Then nothing…it’s all black

Wait a little light for afar
I look up and there you are

Please let me be awake…not a dream
Let this be real…not just a gleam

 
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