I remember the day my world ended....
&& I completely fell apart.
It was the day you called and told me we were through.
I never saw it coming.
I never thought it would come to this.
I thought you cared.
I thought we would make it.
I thought we had something special.
But I was wrong.
You are the reason I don't trust easily.
You are the reason I'm not as outgoing as I used to be.
You used to be the reason I cried myself to sleep.
I've tried to shake you off.
Tried to erase your memory.
Tried to move on.
But everything led back to you.
Friends. Songs. Places. Smells.
So please forgive me if I bother you.
Forgive me for all the times I called you.
Come to think of it, forgive me for the time I've wasted attempting to get
you back.
You can't blame me for trying.
I just needed you to know that you were my motivation to laugh.
My motivation to smile.
Now you're just the basis of this confession.
And of why I am the way I am.
 
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