I could quote every time you told me you loved me,
and how you'd always be there,but forever was too long,
right?

Something about our past together,I just can't forget
And someday I've got to say goodbye,but the words can't be said.
I can feel the second hand of time,wrapped tight around my throat,and woe is
me my friend,when I can't get these words past my lips.

I'm putting off saying things to you,the everything that always made
sense to me.
When I would cry,I knew you were crying for me too,and every time I'd
hear you too,and be that much closer to healing.

I'd hoped,everything would seem OK in the end,but all good things
usually do end.
We just didn't know,you'd be my martyr,and it would leave us
wondering,just how our friendship ended.

I'm not blaming you,and finally am past blaming me,its a poetic
injustice,when we stopped talking,and I never wanted anything to end,and you
know,nothing will ever be the same.

Once we so,I don't know the right words for it anymore,other than
you'd die for me,
and I'd give up it all for you to stop hurting too.
Isn't it funny,how thats still so true,for one of us at least?

And now,when everything is looking so bleak,and I'm crying for just one
more hug,knowing I'll never get up enough courage to simply ask you to
just hold me for the last time,and I could finally say everything you meant
to me,is everything you still do.
My tears mean so little,to the ticking of the clock,sooner or
later,everything will end without a thought.

Of you or me or everyone in the world.

But,I'd like to thank you,for the time spent trying to help,I'd
call it a waste,you'd call it my just due,after all I've been
through.
And my friend remember,I love you,and I mean it,and not many others ever
really will.
I never meant for us to grow apart,and I don't think you did either,but
such is like,and we all got to say goodbye sometime.
 
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