it's a song

It's Monday, sixth period, I walk passed your class
I look in the door just to watch you doing math
After class I run fast through the halls
Just to see you for a second, no we don't speak at all
This pattern continues through the course of the week
Running through crowds just hoping you'll notice me
I rest my head...you kiss my cheek
Stop it please you know you're killing me

You know it! You know it! You know it!
And you just won't stop
I'm broken! I'm broken! I'm broken!
And I'm bleeding alot
Put down the gun darling
I just want to hold you
Cock that gun darling
If you're gunna shoot then just fucking shoot

It's friday, 1:40, school just let out
I'm going fucking crazy 'cause you're all I'm thinking
about
I can't get my mind to focus on anything else
I don't wanna think about you but I just can't help myself
Going online, hoping you'll IM me
Checking my myspace thinking "Maybe she messaged me"
Inbox is empty and your away message is on
We haven't talked in days so I guess you're really gone

You kill me! You kill me! You kill me well!
You had control from the moment I fell
You never noticed, you never will
You're more addictive than the funnest pill

The weekend approaches and you're not here
I write about our love, it was so sincere
Face it, you know it, it's all true
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
But plans got fucked up and I got left behind
Damn me being attracted to that stubborn mind

You love me! You love me! Just admit it!
Let me kiss you for just one more minute
Don't pull away baby, I'm not finished
You're the prize and I want to win it

Maybe everything's all black and white
I've been all wrong and you've been all right
I'll never be the one to make you smile
Never stop those tears, at least for a while
Never make your heart beat fast and slow
Can I give you butterflies? Guess we'll never know
Never make you happy, uncontrolably
Wait a minute baby....didn't I do that already?
 
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