I sit here cold and broken,
As lonely as can be.
He's killed my life, He's killed my soul,
I am no longer me.

I love him with all my heart,
He doesn't care at all.
He just sits there, looking at me,
He loves to see me fall.

My wrists are now scarred,
With fury and with pain.
I need him in my life,
I want to kiss him in the rain.

He told me he loved me,
I told him I loved him too.
At least I meant it, At least I cared,
He's broken my heart in two.

Now I cant stop crying,
I'm cutting like before.
I always fall for the asshole,
But my heart is screaming "More!"

Love always kills me inside,
I cant hardly sleep at night.
At the time it feels so perfect,
It always feels so right.

He used my heart, Used my life,
For something only I could feel.
For something that was all a fake,
For something that wasn't real.

He doesn't understand hes killing me,
He doesn't see my scars.
He doesn't see my pain,
I just look up to the stars.

If only I could prove how much I love him,
If only I could prove how much I care.
Maybe then he wouldn't take me for granted,
Maybe then he'd feel how much its there.

I miss his arms around me,
Holding me close, to stay.
Whenever I see him,
He looks at me, but always looks away.

This whole thing is killing me,
On the inside and the out.
Whenever we look at each other,
His eyes are filled with doubt.

I want to hold his hands,
Feel his lips upon mine again.
Hear our hearts beat in time,
I want him to be MY only man.

I wish he could see,
How much I TRULY love him.




 
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