As I took my sleep aid pills
He watched me silently from around the corner
Knowing they would knock me out soon
Without thinking anything about this
I went to bed shortly after

I remember hearing something in the room
Then feeling the weight him on top of me
With his hands on my throat
He threatened me to silence
Crying quietly I wished for death
How could this happen to me
I thought he loved me
He wanted what i wouldn't give
So he found a way to get it
I had no choice but to lay there
Cold and Crying
My heart left broken and dying
I thought I was safe with him
But when I broke up with him
This is what I got

He took every little feeling of life from me
Everything....even my sanity


*I just needed to get these feelings out and into the open. I was raped by a
boyfriend after i found out he was cheating and I broke up with him. he
still wanted sex and I told him that I would never let him have it.*

 
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