Pulled The Trigger

{verse one}
(How can I live my life with this gaping hole)
How do I breathe as it blackens my soul
(Why should I live after a slice from a knife)
Why should I fight while it drains out my life
(When will you see that I'm not OK)
When will she see that I don't want to play
(Where will I be when my time runs out)
Where will you be as you hear me shout
(What will be the first thoughts in your head)
What will you do as you realize I'm dead
(Who will be the first to cry)
Who will be the first to realize why
(No one knows just how I feel)
No one could accept that I was real
Now it's all over, you're too late
(Now you want to take back all the hate)
You should have realized my would was rocked
(You should have known the gun was cocked)
I'm no more, you stole my vigor
(I'm all gone, YOU pulled the trigger!!!)

(Pull the trigger or flip the switch)
I told you once you stupid witch

[chorus]
(You held the bottle as I went dry)
You hold the knife that made me cry
(A scream of pain) with no avail
(You've taken rain) and made it hail
Now I'm trapped in this hell (but only in my mind)
My face starts to swell (And I Go BLIND)

{verse 2}
(Alone!) Trapped! With no one around
(Alone!) Snap! my face hits the ground
(Alone!) Surrounded by people they start to shout
(Alone!) I scream into the night, but nothing comes out
(Alone!) I get up and begin to run
(Alone!) Stopped dead in my tracks by the gun
(Alone!) You pull the trigger and cause my pain
(Alone!) You say the words that snap my brain

(Slit my wrists or snap my brain)
The things you did caused my pain

[chorus]

{breakdown}

A shot cries out and pierces my skin
I take a deep breath and the pain sets in
I close my eyes and try to see
Remembering things I thought could be
I try to hold on to a world let go
It's a worthless cause and this I know
I try to fight and stand up strong
But without love life feels so wrong
Then out of the night, a light shines through
Touches my face and makes me move
Through the air a hand is found
It grabs my arm and lifts me from the ground
A silver lining on a cloud so bleak
And out of the night a voice begins to speak
I listen real close as it mutters a word
And in a light voice "I love you" is heard
A kiss to the lips brightens my day
I open my eyes just for you to say
You mutter the words that steal my breath
You swing the sword and send me to my death
In my own blood I lie in pain
All the lies, My love in vain
All this time I've wanted you
Only to find that LOVE is NEVER TRUE

{GUNSHOT}
 
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