I don’t know what to do anymore
I’ve gone way to far this time
I thought it’d be like before
I loved you
I hated you
I used you
And left you
I thought I’d fix this like I always do
But you don’t care anymore
I thought I could always love you

I don’t know how to act anymore
As the blood trickles down
I thought it would stop like before
I miss you
I want you
I need you
And love you
I thought I could handle you hating me
But the pain feels too good
And with each cut I feel so free

I don’t know what to say anymore
I can’t turn around this time
Because it will never be like before
I love you
You hate me
I used you
You left me
And I can’t fix it,
So I fix myself
You bastard
I’d do anything for you,
I’d even…

Die for you.

 
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