GOODNIGHT LULLABY

I open my door and forget the lights
Shut behind me and alone for the night
I walk to my bed with out the need to see
For walking alone in the dark is a regular for me
My thoughts filling the silence in my head
I let myself fall into my safe bed
Ill try to sleep tonight
But knowing im alone again might make this a long night
I try to think about why I am the way I am
I try to think about how I feel about the person iv become
Do I have regrets of the things iv done?
do I burry my past and just run?
Would it be easier to sink my memories in the dark?
Or would a self-quest of answers be the best to embark?
I let out a sigh and stare at my dark ceiling
Trying to figure out just what it is
That I maybe or should be feeling
I remember when I used to be covered in kisses
I remember having a smile on my face that I miss
I remember a past where a tear would be my goodnight lullaby
And I remember when I first let my self truly cry
A dark room with nobody in it
An empty bed with only me to fill it
Ill never need the lights to be turned on
To show me what iv done wrong
For the darkness holds so much more
And the answers to why my heart feels sore
maybe tonight will be a night that will be filled with a deep sigh
And a goodnight lullaby


 
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