I'm scared and alone with a knife,
do i really want my life? i
called my friend and said
its over my life is like a two
leaf clover. then i hung up and
thought to myself will i
ever get out of will i drown
in myself? my friend rushed
over with the door locked she
loOKed through the window and
seen me thinking this is not how my
life is meant to be. now i know
and not regret the horrible life
i soon will get. so i closed my
eyes and seen the light. will i
go forward or back to life? this
is true but not as it will be,
i hate my life and i want to be
free. nobody cares that the life
I'm living is theres.i try so
hard to be free but instead i
don't see me. do i want to live?
i ask myself with anger. i don't
want to live, i can not stay. i
hate this life and no I'm not OK.
i cant control it, it doesn't work
out. how in the world will i get
out? i cant be free. covered in blood
running so fast will my life ever
last? i cant get out, i cant be free
but who cares nobody loves me? as my
friend watched i cut my wrist but
nothing happened i was suspended.
maybe I'm ok or not at all but
i hate this life, so i grabbed
my knife i stabbed it in my heart.
i lyed there bleeding and lifeless
but my friend busted the window
and seen she was late. how could
she be that scared? she had me to
guide her ther. she thought to herself,
life isn't simple, she hated hers and
couldn't be free. thats why she didn't need me.

 
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