This isn't what you wanted,
An imperfection such as me.
I've tried to make it better,
Being all that I can be.
But I will never be good enough,
Can't you see?
Each time you say I'm perfect,
I cannot help but think it a lie.
All my talks of getting away from here,
Wishing that I could just fly.
You always tell me no,
Each time I ask if I can die.
Sometimes we just talk,
Acting like nothing is wrong.
You listen so intently,
Hearing my depressing song.
I've needed someone like you,
Waiting for so long.
Though no matter how much I need you,
Sometimes I wish you'd just go away.
How can you stand me,
Putting up with this everyday.
I rely on you so much,
Listening to every word you say.
You promise me many things,
Such as that you'll never forget.
If I was only around you,
I'd be happily set.
I could never leave you,
At least not without regret.
I ask too much of you,
Craving your affection.
You calm my anger,
Each time I see my reflection.
I know I am yours,
Your little imperfection.
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