In my world, dark and gray.
Here I sit, I think and I pray.
Please oh please let the sun come out today.

I sit in darkness day after day.
Nothing gets better, nothing gets brighter.
Everything is the same, nothing ever changes.

Today might be the day for the sun to come my way.
These thoughts are all I have to keep me going.
What if I break down here and now?
What would I do to survive and how?

I push people away.
I'd rather be alone.
I'm an outcast, if you will.
Because, in my world, nothing is ever how it feels.

I woke up today with a thought in my head.
Maybe I shouldn't get out of this ratty old bed.
Maybe this will be the day that I die.
But then, there wouldn't be anything at all in my sky.


As I sit here I push those thoughts out of my mind.
There's got to be some other way to just get by.

Maybe something will change, but afterall, this is my world.
Remember?
It's dark and gray? The clouds never stay.
I've only seen a glimpse of the sun.

It was beautiful, so bright and full of energy.
But, I don't see the sun anymore. This is what it is now.
It's always dark and gray..
Cause, the sun never comes my way.
 
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