It always lasts for more than a day,
It makes me want to stay away from you,
Being alone isn’t healthy but helps,
If I was near I wouldn’t talk anyway.

Just leave me alone,
Don’t ask what’s wrong,
You see that I can’t smile,
I’ll never tell you anything I’d rather you guess.

I go through it now as I write this,
But do you know what it is?
Its funny how it effects me,
The depression then anger that strikes out.

I tried to describe it to someone,
Its like a never ending road on hills,
Valleys are depression and ridges are anger,
Reminding me of a heart beat being monitored but not as pleasant.

Don’t give me any drug,
Covering it up wouldn’t help,
I used to get rid of it in some stupid ways,
Now taking its course is natural.

Leave me alone,
Go away,
Don’t ask what’s wrong,
I’m not telling anyway.
 
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