I thought you had changed but I guess I was wrong
Cus’ here you are nine days later back on the bong
Now we may not have been going out long
But my feelings for you are strong
And it hurts me too see you this way
You say it helps you, it keeps unwanted feelings at bay.
You never want to hug me anymore, you let your friends call me a whore.
I try to be everything I can be for you.
But it’s all thrown back in my face.
No signs of remorse, not a trace,
You used to say I was pretty, take me out to the city,
Now the sights I see consist of drug dealers and graffiti.
Having sex in the woods on the back of a settee.
Is this how I really pictured us?
Does this relationship consist of nothing but lust?
Here I go bleeding mascara again for you.
All because I fell in love far too soon.
This feeling, like being buried alive in a tomb.
Gasping for air.
Only to breathe in smoke.
Splutter, splutter choke.
If only, if only I could just get out and walk away.
But you’re sitting on the lid.
Tightly sealed,
There’s no escape.
I’ve taken just about all I can take.
One day it’ll all collapse.
I’ll walk away, leave you sitting there.
See how you manage with no one who cares.
You once told me life is just like stairs.
I’ll leave you on the bottom and work my way up.
And when I get there I’m gonna leave you in the dark.
‘Fuck you Chris’ will be my final remark.

 
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